Recalibrating

Today has been an almost meltdown day. Would an almost China Syndrome be a Chia Syndrome? I think you’re getting the drift of my instability. What kind of a brain comes up with that?

I went through so many self-analysis sessions (They run about 5 to 10 minutes) and so many guilt trips (About two minutes each – all I can take) and so many What would be a good lifestyle? scenarios (Actually, they flash quickly because they seem so daunting). The punctuation in that sentence is weird, I know it, but so is this whole post. Anyway, this is what I am getting at: I went through so many thought sessions that my mind is now mush.

I would say synapses and stress hormones got a workout today. Maybe I am now sporting a stress fractal. Oh, that pun hurt; I’d better dip my toe in that pool, before jumping in. After all, I’m 65 – in trying to be hip, I might break it. Okay, a little more gradual than that.

5 thoughts on “Recalibrating”

  1. Hmmm… I think I had a brain fart moment. Oops, am I allowed to say that word?

    I read the post, and went into brain freeze mode and missed your mentioning chia syndrome then read TwoMoo’s comment and replied with humor.. then came back and reread it all and thought…. what the heck? How did I miss all that?

    So I had my own moment where I was in my own little world reading my own little thoughts and feeling like a little person in the end.

    But I hope your meltdown is more Chia, or even China but not Chernobyl.

  2. You are in good company; I was on the phone with Der Bingle, TwoMoo’s friend, as she sent her comment. He says “she” did the same thing.

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